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Reading

  It's hard to turn to another page when you know your favourite character is not going to be in the next chapter. That's what makes reading abit troublesome. I selected the book thinking it was a comedy, it was my first book to ever read. Finally I had embraced reading. Everyone told me it was the best thing to do, but my fear wasn't exactly reading. I didn't know which exact book to choose. The rule was simple,one book at a time. What if I choose a tragedy? I was never prepared for the turnover of events midway. What if I fail to finish the book, and then I have to constantly wonder what happened next. And finally I did it. I randomly picked the best book from the shelf. It had a beautiful cover. I felt that it's the one I had always wanted to read first, even from childhood. Off we go, the first chapters were the best, fell in love with one of the characters. It was the best book, day and night reading out loud.  And one beautiful day my worries came true. Wait, ...

Life

  His words inadvertently opened a spring of fresh water as I gulped them down trying to imagine how thirsty I had been, and there after I realised everything was normal. No one is ever ready for anything, but if something is meant to happen, there's little that we can make about it. one had to put into consideration the positivity in something rather than the otherwise part of it. Maybe Life is a pre written script that's hidden from us by the creator. Life is not fair, yes. It was never meant to be fair at any moment. slowly I regained my consciousnesses as I prepared myself for the new chapter of life. less expectations with a lot of self care, My happiness must spring from my heart. People come and go, but I remain; and I hold the keys to the doors at the entry, the exit is ever open

All for you

I wish you knew how hard it was for me to do it I wish you knew how difficult it was for me not to text you And yet all I wanted was to talk to you all night long I did it for you I wanted you to be happy I realised my chapter in your book of happiness had closed and yet to me, you were the whole book of happiness I had to painfully let everything go I wish you knew how hard it was for me to repress the thought of you with those unfinished memories I was tired of looking desperate and I knew you could never imagine the pain on my heart but you ignored everything because I was never meant to be part of your destiny. praise 

The saddest goodbye

 I love you so I'm gonna let you go I'm gonna let your heart go and find whom it loves I'm gonna let go of the things I held about us all the plans that we had all the fun we fantasized about im gonna put everything at a halt I wanted a forever with you but our forever had an expiry date because I love you I'm gonna say goodbye to everything I thought we could be.  I promise not to forget to mention your name in my prayers I'll make sure I say your name in a room full of opportunities. all because you  made me grow Praise

My brittle heart 💕🥺

  I hate it I hate the way  my brittle heart  keeps losing a piece everyday too weary to hold back too weak to resist leaving the remaining pieces  too loose to stick together how I'm I supposed to put it back when I can't find all the broken off pieces? even when I try it looks incomplete  like a jigsaw puzzle with a missing piece and too disorganized  like an unsolved Rubik cube will it ever get back? I'm waiting for the magical day when I meet that unusual magician directly sent to me to solve the unsolved mystery

True love

 If you ever love someone, love them as a whole. And the love I am talking about is not only romantic kind of love,It's the love which is the basis of every relation that we hold close to our heart. People are not pizza that you can leave the hard sides. Actually we need to love gently the hard parts of people, because it's the part which they try to hide, which have scars scattered all over, and they just need a gentle touch of love, affection and affirmation that even though their scars are deep and may be scary, their scars are not who they are, and it's okay to open the scars, because that's the only way to heal them.  And it's okay if you are not able to love them with their scars, if you are afraid that you would break them, just let them know, just tell them. Don't show your love and affection as per your convenience. It's the worst thing you can do to anyone. Because most of us are broken in our own ways and many times we become dependent on someone ...