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Lost love

 Never forget that while you were crying for that person, that person was smiling with another. While you couldn't sleep, that person slept with another person. While you were crying every night, that person was going to sleep peacefully. While you were waiting for that message, that person was sending messages with someone else. And I did all this without feeling guilt, or concern for you. The truth is that sometimes an apology isn't enough, not even an apology, or a sorry. Because many times people feel bad just because they're discovered, not because they've hurt you or despised you. When you truly love someone you're loyal to them in front and behind their back. Forgive if you can, but if you can't forgive, don't do it. There are actions that do not deserve to be forgiven nor should be forgiven, nor lies, nor contempt, nor disrespect, nor unfaithfulness, nor betrayal. And if you have to cry do it, but then get up and move on. That's the best and only...

Life failures

  Sometimes things fail, and you cannot do anything about it. Disappointment is part of life, from expectations; and you cannot stop expecting. It’s what keeps us pushing a little farther. Starting from childhood, you will miss out on many things. You will read hard and still fail, you will be disappointed by your friends, and you will disappoint them too. And such is life. You will fall in love, and you will be rejected without a clear reason. It will break you down emotionally, but it will be up to you to gather yourself from down and start afresh. Sometimes you see your friends happy and all you have to do is to wear a mask of happiness and join them even when your inside is hurting. You will be judged by your fellows for feeling the way you feel, even when it’s normal to feel that way. Being rejected by someone puts you in a position of unworthiness, lowers self-esteem and self-worth sometimes all one needs is reassurance and a few compliments to restore their self-love and wor...

Self love

 Sometimes, I feel like I'm losing love for myself. I feel so insecure, and I start hating my flaws. I feel like I'm not enough. I just can't adore myself. It seems like I couldn't see my own worth. There are times where I just hate seeing myself in the mirror. And sometimes, I cry over the fact that I can't change myself. I want to be someone else. I want to be like the others who confidently accept and love themselves. I just can't find reasons to love myself right now. I feel like a failure; I feel like I am so worthless; and I feel like I am not someone who is worthy of being loved. There are times where I question my worth and hate myself a lot. The truth is, I don't know how to love myself. I'm having a hard time accepting that I am not always good enough. That sometimes, I fail, I break, and I disappoint too many people. I find it really hard to love myself. Maybe someday I'll regret it, and maybe that day I'll finally realize how much I d...