Posts

Showing posts from 2023

Reading

  It's hard to turn to another page when you know your favourite character is not going to be in the next chapter. That's what makes reading abit troublesome. I selected the book thinking it was a comedy, it was my first book to ever read. Finally I had embraced reading. Everyone told me it was the best thing to do, but my fear wasn't exactly reading. I didn't know which exact book to choose. The rule was simple,one book at a time. What if I choose a tragedy? I was never prepared for the turnover of events midway. What if I fail to finish the book, and then I have to constantly wonder what happened next. And finally I did it. I randomly picked the best book from the shelf. It had a beautiful cover. I felt that it's the one I had always wanted to read first, even from childhood. Off we go, the first chapters were the best, fell in love with one of the characters. It was the best book, day and night reading out loud.  And one beautiful day my worries came true. Wait, ...

Life

  His words inadvertently opened a spring of fresh water as I gulped them down trying to imagine how thirsty I had been, and there after I realised everything was normal. No one is ever ready for anything, but if something is meant to happen, there's little that we can make about it. one had to put into consideration the positivity in something rather than the otherwise part of it. Maybe Life is a pre written script that's hidden from us by the creator. Life is not fair, yes. It was never meant to be fair at any moment. slowly I regained my consciousnesses as I prepared myself for the new chapter of life. less expectations with a lot of self care, My happiness must spring from my heart. People come and go, but I remain; and I hold the keys to the doors at the entry, the exit is ever open

All for you

I wish you knew how hard it was for me to do it I wish you knew how difficult it was for me not to text you And yet all I wanted was to talk to you all night long I did it for you I wanted you to be happy I realised my chapter in your book of happiness had closed and yet to me, you were the whole book of happiness I had to painfully let everything go I wish you knew how hard it was for me to repress the thought of you with those unfinished memories I was tired of looking desperate and I knew you could never imagine the pain on my heart but you ignored everything because I was never meant to be part of your destiny. praise 

The saddest goodbye

 I love you so I'm gonna let you go I'm gonna let your heart go and find whom it loves I'm gonna let go of the things I held about us all the plans that we had all the fun we fantasized about im gonna put everything at a halt I wanted a forever with you but our forever had an expiry date because I love you I'm gonna say goodbye to everything I thought we could be.  I promise not to forget to mention your name in my prayers I'll make sure I say your name in a room full of opportunities. all because you  made me grow Praise

My brittle heart 💕🥺

  I hate it I hate the way  my brittle heart  keeps losing a piece everyday too weary to hold back too weak to resist leaving the remaining pieces  too loose to stick together how I'm I supposed to put it back when I can't find all the broken off pieces? even when I try it looks incomplete  like a jigsaw puzzle with a missing piece and too disorganized  like an unsolved Rubik cube will it ever get back? I'm waiting for the magical day when I meet that unusual magician directly sent to me to solve the unsolved mystery

True love

 If you ever love someone, love them as a whole. And the love I am talking about is not only romantic kind of love,It's the love which is the basis of every relation that we hold close to our heart. People are not pizza that you can leave the hard sides. Actually we need to love gently the hard parts of people, because it's the part which they try to hide, which have scars scattered all over, and they just need a gentle touch of love, affection and affirmation that even though their scars are deep and may be scary, their scars are not who they are, and it's okay to open the scars, because that's the only way to heal them.  And it's okay if you are not able to love them with their scars, if you are afraid that you would break them, just let them know, just tell them. Don't show your love and affection as per your convenience. It's the worst thing you can do to anyone. Because most of us are broken in our own ways and many times we become dependent on someone ...

The distasteful change

  I miss my old self Young and naive Before being consumed up By the anxiety of this world Like flames of fire Engulfing a piece of yarn I miss the little darling in me With the purest heart With high personal integrity With that passion for doing good Even when not seen or appreciated Just for my heart to be at rest.  I hate the way Society showed me that goodness nolonger counts There's only room for the badass Slowly my heart changed To what I can't describe now I'm now stuck Between the devil and the deep blue sea Tied in an identity crisis I don't know what to take up Bad as society wants or good as my heart says Praise Kwats 

Hope

  Just shortly after having lost hope, you surfaced in my life.  You brought hope back to an abandoned house, just like a tree planted by the riverside. You rekindled the ray of happiness in my heart.  You made me forget all those that were holding me back My heart rejoiced with ecstasy My lips smiled endlessly Thinking about you was refreshing like taking ice cold water. You made me forget those who intentionally played with my heart, and broke it into pieces. Waiting for the day, when I'll finally look straight into your eyes, and tell you, "I love you." And I'm imagining the happiness in my heart as you reply, that you love me too. 

Time

  Time flies, and we tend to spend a lot of our precious time with the wrong people who promised to stay with us through thick and thin, only in the end to disappoint us and break our hearts without thinking twice. only if we knew the interior motives of someone before moving in with them, life would be simpler and more enjoyable.  Keep trying my dear, and keep giving positive energy. reciprocate what is right and ignore the negative energy. At some time, the same energy will come back to you, even with interest. its just a matter of time. #kwats praisekwats256@gmail.com

Appreciation. 🙏🙏

 I know we suddenly stopped talking with each other and I stopped chasing you and we became strangers. To tell the truth, I'm beginning to accept that it's what it is. There are some things that we can't force to happen just to make it happen, even though I desperately wanted this to work even once for my genuine love would be reciprocated. I already knew in the first place that it would end up like this if I took the risk, but I'm still thankful for the lessons I've learned not only in love; but also in life. Loving you made me feel my worth. You are the reason I can open my heart again enough to express how grateful I am. Having those conversations that we had made me feel comfortable with you, it's like we had the same vibe. Thank you for making me happy and opening my heart and taking a risk. You showed me a lot of things. Hoping the best for you and I'll see you around. 

I'm sorry

  I'm sorry. I'm so sorry my best wasn't enough for you. I swear I tried. I tried enough for you and it wasn't enough to make you. You weren't willing to fight for us, for me. So now I'm stuck here with my heart in my hands, you didn't want it. You said my heart was too damaged, and I had to let go. praisekwats256@gmail.com

I love you ♥️

 I know I'm not the best person to tell you this or this isn't the best way to say this and I can't look for a better way to put it out; I love you I love you for what you are I love you for what I am Mainly for what you mean to me for bringing out what's in me  for making me realize myself hearing your name makes my heart throb with ecstasy I'll choose you no matter what in happiness, I'll choose you in sorrows, I'll choose you and I can't wait for the day when you'll reciprocate my love and finally confess to me that you love me 😔

My love 💕

  I miss you 🥺

I miss you

 I know life can be hard, but it's through perseverance and stoicism which lead to success. More often we tend to dwell on our past, things which have already passed and which we have no control over. Friends why should we life our life agonizing in sadness and yet we can live it in happiness? I can't wait for the exact day when you'll be finally okay When you've moved over that sickness When all the insecurities are finally fixed,  When the most beautiful smile has been restored on your well curved lips 😔 The day I'll embrace you in my arms I can't wait for the day we'll laugh together again The day we'll tell each other nice stories That same day I'll look at you directly in the face and I tell you " I love you" and I mean it from my heart When I'll open my heart to you I'll tell you how much you mean to me How I wish that day was today I miss your laughter I miss your sweet voice I miss your nice words But all in all, I miss yo...

A message for you

I want to thank you for loving me For over looking all my flaws and trusting me with your heart. For changing my perspective in which I was seeing some things. For bringing out the element in me that had been hidden for a very long time, For making me complete.  For being the person that I can freely call for no reason The person I feel free to share my life with. The person who shares my happiness as well as sorrows.  You bring inestimable warmth in my heart when I think about you.  Just to let you know I love you for what you are, and for how you mean to me

Valentine's day 2023

 Sending flowers to all those who pass through hard situations alone, without telling anyone. Those who exhibit stoicism to the highest extent, not because they don't want to share their problems, but they feel insecure sharing with people who might not be the direct solutions. Sensitive people who are turned off by the slightest feeling, to whom it's difficult to handle any disappointment. Those whose mental health has been compromised because of life experiences. Those whose self esteem is abnormally low.  People who make it a point to smile in public when the hurt is hurting, and when they return home,they bury the head under the pillow and cry. On this Valentine's day, I want to remind you that you're not alone. You're loved. No situation is permanent. Do not worry about something that's exclusively out of your control. With time, everything will be ok. Sending love to all of us💖💕💕

Give it a try

  Sometimes we fail to try, because of fear of frustration and disappointments. We feel comfortable living in doubt, rather than facing reality.  In this, we lose a lot of opportunities in life. Give everything a try. You'll see how easy it will be. Once you've made that decision, don't give it a second thought.  Take a step and tell that person that you love them. Give them time to allow love grow in their hearts. If they love you back, well and good. If they don't, it's ok. At least you tried. 

You're just a MAN

  When was the last time you were openly vulnerable? When was the last time you hugged someone so tight that you shed a tear?  When was the last time you admitted to yourself and to others that you're not okay? Just a reminder, you're just a MAN! You're not a superhero.  If someone loves you, they're gonna love you with your vulnerability and brokenness. And those are the only people worth to be in your life. 📌📌